Rated PG-13
© 1999 Shirley @ SDL747@aol.com
based on some characters
and situations originated by James Cameron
Jack wet his lips with his tongue and then ran
his fingers through his hair. "I never thought it would be happening like
this," he thought to himself. "I can't believe I am doing this. How
can I be marrying this woman I've known now, for let's see, 21 days? This is
crazy!" He looked at Rose, who was distracted for the moment by Molly,
who was fussing with her hair and dress. "But she is so special, so amazing.
How could I let her go?" Jack had been wrestling with his thoughts for
days. He knew he loved Rose and would not be able to go on without her. But
was he asking too much in taking her so far out of her element that she might
not survive without him if something were to happen? "What if I fail in
taking care of her, what if this marriage does not work?" Jack felt Rev.
Johnson's sleeve brush against his. Even in the presence of his quiet demeanor,
Jack was not at all calm. He rubbed his sweating palms together. "This
is almost worse than going down with the Titanic," he thought. "I
just reacted then, there was no time to think." He looked at Rose again.
She was whispering something to Molly. As his mind continued whirling with thoughts
of confusion, one thing kept coming to the forefront. It was the picture in
his mind of Rose raising that axe to save his life. "She never would have
risked her own life like that unless she loved me." Then he remembered
again what she said about wanting to get off the ship with him. "Jack,"
he told himself, " get a grip on yourself. Do what you always tell everyone
else to do, just get on with it. It'll be all right." Now Rose had her
head down. "Is she as nervous as I am?" He could see that she was
struggling. He did not believe that she would change her mind at the last minute.
But clearly, something was troubling her. "Oh, if I could only get inside
her head and help her." He thought once more about the last couple of days.
They were a blur of shopping, the trip to get the marriage license and getting
his few clothes ready for their wedding trip. "I didn't even have time
to get the railway tickets. I guess this will be another one of my, our adventures."
This morning he'd had barely enough time to pack, and pick up the ring and bouquet
before arriving just in time at the church. Then he thought for a moment of
his parents. For the last few days, he had felt that somehow, they knew what
was going on, and could sense his happiness. Suddenly, as if someone had laid
an invisible hand on his shoulder, his mind stopped wandering and his body stopped
fidgeting. All of his thoughts focused now on one thing. "I want Rose,
want her alone with me, forever. I can do this." He studied Rose's beautiful
face one more time hoping to send his own positive thought waves to her. He
wanted only to see her smile and to come to him.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Reverend Johnson watched this young man next
to him. Jack didn't seem to be able to stay still. "I guess I must have
been that nervous when I married my Eleanor." He gazed fondly over at the
open doorway where his wife sat at an upright piano. They had been married for
45 years. "I wonder if this marriage will be as good as ours?" He
had a few misgivings about even performing this ceremony. Under normal circumstances,
he probably wouldn't have. But Rose and Jack were different. The ordeal that
they had been through had matured them. "I'm the one who learned from them,
about love, devotion, survival and bravery." He was saddened to know that
neither of them would have a parent present. Jack's of course were dead. And
he understood the problems that Rose had experienced with her mother. As a minister,
he felt it was his duty to remind Rose that in the event they should ever meet,
they must try and make amends. "She is still your mother and her motives,
no matter who misconstrued, probably came from fear. Maybe if you see her again,
she will have changed. You must promise me that you will try." He looked
at Rose while she digested all of this; and he was heartened when in the end
she agreed. While he still wished that Rose and Jack had known one another a
bit longer, he had reluctantly agreed to go ahead with the ceremony.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Molly stepped back and took a good look at Rose. "My, my, in a few minutes
she will be a married woman. She is so young, and has been through so much.
Too bad her father isn't here to see this." Rose had spoken briefly to
Molly about her father. It still seemed to cause her a great deal of pain to
recall the details of his death. Apparently Edwin Dewitt-Bukater had been a
loving father, a happy and good-natured man, even though some very unwise decisions,
had cost him his inheritance and his life. Molly was still curious to know how
he had hooked up with Ruth, the icicle. "Well wherever Ruth is today, it
better be far from here. She would have a fit if she knew what was going on."
Molly smiled as she watched Jack fiddling with his unaccustomed finery. "I
wonder what Jack's folks would have made of all this?" She was sure that
eventually they would have come to love Rose, but their initial reaction would
probably have been reluctance and concern. After all, how often did a farm boy,
a wanderer like Jack, marry a society girl like Rose? But in Molly's mind, Jack
and Rose did belong together. Cut from the same cloth, they were both adventuresome,
free spirits. Together they should have extraordinary children. Molly dabbed
her eyes as she looked from bride to groom. She was quite proud of the fact
that she has helped this relationship along, even signing the consent yesterday
for the underage bride. "Look at those two, I love them like my own. Why
didn't things work out like this with my own children?"
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Rose was vaguely aware of piano
music coming from the corner of the courtyard. Molly had been checking over
her hair and flowers, wanting her to look perfect. Now she stood alone with
a thousand thoughts colliding in her head. "I know him, I don't know him.
Can I make him happy? What do I know about keeping house?" Rose thought
back to this morning. She had been so tired, that she had almost overslept.
It was a good thing that Molly had promised Jack that she would look after her
today. It was Molly who had helped her move her things into the room she would
share with Jack tonight, and also sent someone to pick up her gift for him.
"Thank heavens she was here to help me. I couldn't have done this without
her." But aside from being tired, she was concerned about the fleeting
episode of queasiness that she had experienced this morning. That and the fact
that she was 3 days late with her monthly calendar probably meant nothing, considering
her recent ordeal. But what if it did? "It has to be nerves. I can't be
pregnant, could I?" Rose's heart was pounding, her hands were like ice.
"What if I am? How could I have been so naïve to think that nothing
would have happened from that night. My God, what would Jack think about this?"
Rose put her head down. She shut everything out except her own private thoughts.
She squeezed her eyes shut. "Jack, please help me, give me a sign that
this is going to be all right. Please Jack?" Rose looked up and opened
her eyes. Her heart was now beating the same rhythm over and over, "you
love him, you love him." She saw Jack looking at her with a puzzled expression
on his face. Could he guess what he was thinking? And then as if her had heard
her thoughts, she saw his lips move silently, "Trust me," they said.
That was it, that was all she needed.
She smiled and looked into his eyes. He nodded
slightly, then grinned back at her. She started to move forward and suddenly
there was Jack meeting her halfway. He took her arm and led her to the place
where Rev. Johnson stood. Molly watched from the back of the garden, tears in
her eyes and a smile on her face. Reverend Johnson glanced at his wife, who
was nodding her approval. He knew now that he was doing the right thing. Uniting
Rose and Jack in marriage was a very proper thing to do.
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