Rated PG-13
© 1999 Holly @ Roseslay@aol.com
based on some characters
and situations originated by James Cameron
April 14, 1913
Rose stood on the Pier in Santa Monica looking
out into the ocean. It was a glorious sunrise, reminding her of the one she
had seen a year earlier in the lifeboat, the day after Titanic sank. 'One year
ago today Jack Dawson died in the freezing Atlantic Ocean, and Rose Dawson was
born out of that same freezing water,' she thought.
"I promise I will never let go," she whispered,
as tears started to slide down her cheeks.
It had been quite a year for her. She had traveled
abroad and in the United States, taking pictures wherever she went. She had
the need to always have a picture of everything she did and experienced. It
was as if her memory wasn't good enough. Even she could not believe the amazing
things she had done. The original "Indoor Girl" even went fishing in the rivers
of Africa. When she returned to New York City, the day after tomorrow, Allan
was going to teach her to fly an airplane. She had kept her word to him also
and always let him know where she was. Not because she needed the paycheck so
much, but because she knew he worried about her.
She had even visited Lake Wissota in Chippewa
Falls, but it did not meet her expectations. Her disappointment was not in the
town itself, but because Jack had not spoken to her there. She had not heard
from him since the night in her apartment when he had told her he was going
to have to take a step back. She had thought if ever he would communicate with
her, it would be in his home town, but his words had not come.
He was always near though. Rose could still feel
his presence; it was just that he let her handle things a bit more independently.
Their souls were still intertwined, and he was always very much safe in her
heart. She had understood why he had become silent. In fact, she had wanted
him to. Rose simply wanted to hear his voice in her soul again.
'Today is a very special day and I have something
very important to do. It is not a day to grieve,' she thought as she wiped her
tears from her eyes and headed toward the beach.
It turned out to be the best day she had ever
had, aside from her days on the Titanic with Jack. She drank cheap beer until she was giddy.
She rode the rollercoaster till she threw up. She figured the man operating
the rollercoaster thought her to be nuts, but she didn't care; this was her
day with Jack and nothing would ruin it.
The best part of the day was yet to come. She
had rented a horse at the pier. She had no idea how to ride horse, especially
"like a man;" but then, she had no idea how to do a lot of the things
she had done over the past year. Whenever she had started to panic she always
thought quietly, "you're here, there is nothing I fear." It always gave
her the courage to do what needed to be done.
Acting like she had ridden horses her whole life,
Rose climbed up on the horse, one leg on each side, and started galloping down
the beach towards the surf. The wind blew her long hair back behind her and
she felt completely free.
The year had not been so kind to Jack. Stepping
back from Rose had proven to be the hardest thing he had ever done.'It was easier
dying for her than doing this,' he had thought. Many a time he had wanted so
badly to speak to her. Especially when she had gone to Chippewa Falls. He had
hovered right next to her as she looked out at Lake Wissota.
"So this is where you went ice fishing,"he
had heard her whisper.
He wanted to reply but he knew he mustn't. She
had looked so beautiful, he could almost have reached out and touched her face.
'ALMOST,' he thought bitterly.
Tears fell down his face as he watched her ride
on the beach. 'You're making it count,' he thought as he softly sobbed.
Rose stopped the horse abruptly on the beach
right in front of the rollercoaster. At last, she heard him in her soul again.
He was very near.
Jack had slipped and let his guard down and now
she had heard him.
Jack was hovering right behind her on the horse.
He yearned for her to feel his presence physically as well as spiritually. Then,
by the power of their love for each other, Rose felt his arms encircle her waist.
She leaned back into his chest and the safety and security of his loving arms.
She felt his rough hands on top of hers.
Jack could feel her warm body and he pulled her
closer to him. He could smell her sweet scent and her hair against his face.
"I love you, Jack," she whispered,
"And I am keeping my promise."
"Keep flying, Rose," she felt him whisper
in her ear.
A photographer was taking pictures on the beach
when he happened to notice a girl with long auburn hair sitting on a horse.
She wore an expression filled with more love and happiness than he had ever
seen before.
"Can I take your picture, Miss?" he
asked.
"Only if I can have a copy," she answered
back. With that he snapped the picture.
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