Rated PG-13
© 1999 Holly @ Roseslay@aol.com
based on some characters
and situations originated by James Cameron
'Dinner was lovely,' she thought
as she changed into her bed clothes. Allan's fiancée was a petite girl
with thick, black, shoulder-length hair. She had big brown doe eyes that seemed
to dance when she laughed. She was charming. Rose learned she and her brother
were raised in the lower class and that their mother was a Chinese immigrant.
Rose thought, 'What strong people they must be
to have a mixed marriage during a time when it is considered "unacceptable."'
She thought the children must have strong character also to endure the prejudice
of being of mixed race.
Eliza had given Rose a warm hug and welcomed
her with open arms. "Rose, the fearless, adventurous, sister I have heard so
much about,"she had said when meeting her.
Rose blushed and replied, "I am so glad Allan
has found someone to spend the rest of his life with. He is such a kind man,
he deserves to be happy."
Jack, hovering close by, thought quietly, 'So
do you Rose, you deserve the physical and emotional love that I can't give you
from where I am now.'
Rose looked up and saw one of the most intriguing
men she had ever seen walk through the door of the restaurant. Their eyes met
for a brief second and Rose had to look away. It reminded her of the first time
her and Jack's eyes met on the deck of the Titanic. The connection was not as strong, but still something
was there. She was stunned at her reaction to this stranger. She was completely
speechless when the gentlemen walked up to the dinner table, grinning.
He stood at least six feet tall. It was obvious
he worked outside and did a lot of heavy lifting. He was very lean, yet muscular.
His hair, cut very short, was black as night, and he had beautiful brown eyes
with specks of gold in them. You could tell by looking into his eyes he was
a kind and caring man.
Eliza stood and hugged him warmly. "Rose, this
is my as always-late younger brother, Brandon," she said, laughing.
"I hear we are to be partners in crime for some
important event. I just can't recall what it is,"he said jokingly as he reached
down and kissed Rose's hand.
Instantly she was thrown back to theTitanic. Her
mind flashed back to descending the grand staircase in first class with Jack
waiting for her at the bottom. She could still remember how handsome he looked
standing there in his black tuxedo.
"I saw that in a nickelodeon once, and I always
wanted to do it," Jack had said to her after he kissed her hand.
Rose was brought back to present time by Eliza's
and Brandon's laughter. No one noticed her momentary lapse, no one, that is,
except Allan. He wished she would tell him what had happened to her that had
caused her so much pain. It might help her to heal if she unburdened herself
to someone.
Jack watched the scene play out. Tears streamed
down his cheeks. This was the man that would fill a void in Rose's heart that
he couldn't. This was the man who would place his hands on her. He would be
the one to live all the adventures he should have been living with her. This
man, this BRANDON CALVERT, would have babies with her and watch them grow to
adulthood. He would watch her hair turn gray and enjoy their grandchildren together.
"This is what you made her promise!" his mind
screamed. "GOD DAMN IT TO HELL SON-OF-A-BITCH!!"he screamed at the top of his
lungs. 'That should be me. WHY? WHY? WHY?' he thought. He fell to his knees
sobbing.
Cora walked up to Jack looking at him very puzzled.
She reached out and put her tiny hand on Jack's face. He had almost forgotten
Cora and her Father were in heaven also. "Jackie am I still your best girl?
I won't ever make you cry like Rosie," she said with the innocence that only
a child could.
Jack's eyes widened with surprise at the sight
of her. "Yes, Cora, you're still my best girl, but Rose doesn't make me cry.
In fact, Rose had made me extremely happy . . . happy to have known her . .
.happy to have loved her. . . happy to be the man she choose to be in her heart,"
he answered her.
"Well, then why are you sad, Jackie?" she asked,
now extremely confused.
Well, now he did feel like a spoiled child having
a tantrum. After all, he thought, it took a six-year-old to point that out to
him. "I am not sad Cora, I am crying tears of joy," he answered the little girl.
Cora still didn't like Jack's explanation, but
her Father was calling her, so she kissed him on the cheek and ran into the
clouds straight up to her daddy's arms.
"This is what I want for you Rose, the life and
love you deserve. I will step back and take my rightful place. When the time
comes, I will help you to let him into your heart," he said out loud.
Thomas Andrews walked up to Jack and gently put
his arm around the grieving young man. "You're a very brave and unselfish man,
Jack Dawson; Caledon Hockley was below your class," he said.
Rose had a wonderful time. Brandon had made her
laugh the whole evening. He was charming and very down to earth. She had learned
he was twenty-eight years old and a carpenter who traveled from job to job.
He entertained them with all the tales of his travels and the people he had
met. Rose matched him story for story with her adventures of the past year;
leaving out the greatest adventure of all -- surviving the sinking of theTitanic. The
fact was not missed by Allan, but he felt it was her story to tell, when she
was ready. It had become quite the competition between Rose and Brandon to see
who had the most adventures. They all laughed the entire evening.
Rose and Brandon had gotten along so well he
offered to walk her home, and she graciously accepted. Neither of them noticed
the pleased look exchanged between Allan and Eliza.
As Rose laid in bed thinking about the evening,
she felt something was wrong with Jack. She could feel it in her heart and soul.
She just could not understand what was wrong, and she became worried.
Jack hovered next to her. He felt guilty that
she was worrying about him. After all, what could possibly happen to him? He
was already dead. 'It doesn't get any worse,' he thought laughing to himself.
He was going to have to become the world's best actor if he was going to keep
from Rose the extent of his pain. She would not move on if she knew how much
it hurt him.
"Rose I am here. Nothing is wrong. Don't worry.
I am fine." She felt him say in her soul.
Very much relieved, she smiled and said, "Goodnight
Jack, I love you."Feeling reassured, she drifted off to a peaceful slumber.
Jack watched her sleeping. Her auburn hair framing
her face. God, she was beautiful. He loved her so much he was willing to keeping
fighting his own feelings of self-pity for her. It was more than worth it.
"Everything is as it should be," he whispered
softly. He leaned down and kissed her gently on the forehead.
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