Rated PG-13
© 1999 Holly @ Roseslay@aol.com
based on some characters
and situations originated by James Cameron
Jack watched her slowly make her
way through the crowd. There were flash bulbs from photographers going off everywhere.
Reporters were looking to talk to anyone for the inside scoop about the "Unsinkable
Ship." In the middle of all the chaos was his beautiful Rose. She was soaked
to the bone. Cal would have thought "she looked a fright," but Jack thought
she never looked more brave and beautiful than now. He could feel her confidence
after finding "the Heart of the Ocean." It was a memory of him that she could
actually hold onto, and it seemed to give her strength. She was doing better
than he thought she would. He
wanted her to "Make it Count," to do well; but a small part of him yearned for
her to always need him, and never forget him. The bitterness he had felt earlier
passed. He realized he was not cheated; he would have only been cheated had
he not met her, and he was thankful that he had.
Rose had heard John Jacob Astor's hotel was putting
up Titanic survivors for the night. She did not look forward to a chance meeting
with her Mother or Cal, but she needed to get a good night's sleep. She had
a big day ahead of her tomorrow. She needed to pawn that hideous ring Cal had
given her. "God look at that thing; you would have gone straight to the bottom"
Jack had said. She genuinely smiled when she thought of it.
She braced herself for the worst and walked into
the lobby of the grand hotel. This would be the last night she would ever sleep
in luxury. From now on, she would wake up in the morning and look forward to
what she was going to do, who she was going to meet. She would take life as
a gift and make it count!!!!!!
As she unlocked the door to her room, Rose realized
just how tired she was. Every bone in her body ached. She just wanted to get
some rest. She was so excited about the new life she had ahead of her, and thinking
about how to start, that she didn't realize her exhaustion until now. 'Thank
you Jack' she thought.
Then their souls connected. . .she felt his grief
and sadness and bitterness over what was never to be. It was so strong tears
fell down her cheeks and she began to sob loudly into her pillow. "Oh Jack,"
she cried out loud. "I still need you; please don't think that way, I would
not even have lived if it hadn't been for you."
'Nice job,' Jack thought. He was supposed to
give her strength, and during one of her most confident moments, he had caused
her to break down. "I am more selfish than Cal," he thought.
Rose sat straight up in the bed. She wiped her
tears away. She was angry now. "JACK DAWSON, don't you EVER say that! Do you
hear me? You're more of a man than Caledon Hockley ever could hope to be. Am
I making myself clear Mr. Dawson?"
"That fire I love about you Rose, I guess I will
never have to worry about it burning out," Jack said. She heard him in her soul
and laughed gently. "Good night Jack, I love you." With that her eyes closed
and fell into a deep sleep.
Jack hovered next to her. She was sleeping soundly.
He yearned for a physical presence, to touch her face one last time. Was that
too much too ask? It seemed Jack didn't realize Rose wasn't just going to need
him, he was going to need her also. They were going to have to help each other
cope with what could never be. She was there for him tonight. It was his turn
to be weak. 'You're the most amazingly astounding girl ... woman I have ever
met,' he thought. 'I love you.' With that he laid his soul next to her warm
body and closed his eyes.
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