Rated PG-13
© 1999 Beverly Davidson @ beverly_davidson@hotmail.com
based on some characters
and situations originated by James Cameron
The next morning, the slamming of
the screen door awakened Rose. She jerked up from her pillow, her long red hair
hanging in her face. She moved it aside impatiently, glancing out the window.
Pale gray light tinged with pink spilled from the window across the room. Somewhere
in the distance she could hear a rooster crowing. She groaned and buried her
head back into the pillow. A few minutes later, the door slammed again. Rose
sat up grumbling. Doesn't that man do anything quietly? She thought to herself
as she swung her legs onto the floor. Her hand was cramped from clutching the
diamond all night. Flexing the hand, she placed it back in the hole at the bottom
of her bag. She turned and went to the window, breathing deeply of the fresh
spring air.
Last night when Sarah was showing her the bedrooms
she was so tired she took the first door she had come to. She was now regretting
letting lack of sleep rule her decision. The room was nice, if not Spartan.
It was a simple room, in a simple house. The walls were plain white without
pictures adorning them. The bed had a metal frame for its headboard and there
was nightstand with a hurricane lamp alongside of it. The floor was bare boards
and cool in the early morning hour. The four windows allowed a nice cross-breeze
and plenty of the early morning sun. But it was directly over the kitchen and
the offending screen door.
The clear blue sky showed no traces of the storm
that raged the night before. Rose bathed quickly and dressed in pair of dark
brown trousers and a homespun muslin shirt. She smiled to herself as she realized
that she had not worn a dress outside of the theatre in over two years. She
brushed her long red hair until it shone and nimbly plaited it into a thick
braid that hung down her back. Once complete, she found her way downstairs to
the kitchen
"Good morning, dear." Sarah greeted
her with a large smile as she opened the oven to place biscuits on the metal
rack. "Sleep well?" She asked gently. Charlie had already told her
of Rose's midnight excursion to the back porch.
"Well enough, Sarah." Rose sniffed
the air appreciatively. "Is that coffee I smell?"
Sarah nodded and filled her a cup. She handed
it to her and went to the ice box to get the pitcher of milk, but a shake of
Rose's head told her she liked her coffee black. "Where's Charlie?"
Rose asked as she sipped the hot beverage.
"Out in his office. Jason's plane will be
landing with the mail today and Charlie is just going over the log and checking
any last minute arrangements." She smiled, watching Rose stand at the back
door staring at the hangar. "Go on out there, dear. He should be arriving
with the first load any minute now. As soon as it is unloaded, Charlie can give
you a lift to town."
Rose put down her cup and thanked Sarah again
for her hospitality. Sarah waved her off and Rose was out the door striding
across the dry field between the house and hangar. Rose winced as the back door
slammed. "Sorry!" She called back. The sky was an azure blue, the
fluffy white clouds spread out over the vastness of the plains. At least the
storm cooled down the temperature a bit, she thought as she pushed aside the
wisps of hair that were escaping her braid. Halfway across the field she became
aware of buzzing sound, almost as if an angry bee were flying above her head.
Where was it? Where was the sound coming from? She shielded her eyes from the
sun, turning to scan the horizon and saw it, a tiny dot in the sky. Charlie
came out of the hangar, ready to flag the pilot onto the runway. It flew over
her head and landed gracefully against the ground, leaving Rose breathless with
envy.
She began to jog towards the runway as the plane
came to a complete stop. The pilot jumped out of the cockpit and pulled off
his goggles and flying cap. Rose stopped short with a gasp, feeling the blood
run from her face. She almost turned to run back to the house, her instincts
screaming to run and hide. It's impossible! She thought to herself. The pilot
shook Charlie's hand and they both turned to face her. Charlie waved her over,
but Rose's feet suddenly felt as if they were rooted to the ground. The man
looked so much like Cal they could have been twins.
As she came closer, it became apparent that although
the pilot and Cal did resemble one another enough for it to be uncanny, the
pilot's eyes were kind, not arrogant. His face held a warm smile as he spoke
to Charlie. Still, Rose felt wary and watched him carefully as she walked slowly
over to the red BI-plane.
At first when he saw Charlie wave to someone,
Jason thought that maybe Charlie had managed to get someone to help with the
chores while his sons were off in the war. But as the fellow came closer, Jason
was surprised to see a beautiful young woman approaching them. His eyes widened
in astonishment when she was a few feet away. She was the first woman that he
had ever laid eyes on that was dressed as a man. The trousers and tailored shirt
did nothing to hide the voluptuous figure underneath. Jason felt his breath
catch in his throat.
"Who is that?" He asked Charlie just
before she came into earshot. "And where can I get one?"
Charlie shot him a dirty look over Rose's head.
He was beginning to feel very paternal towards Rose Dawson and did not like
at all what Jason was implying. Jason was thunderstruck by Rose's beauty. He
couldn't stop staring at her full red lips and slightly golden smooth skin.
Her blue eyes shone with intelligence and wisps of copper curled against her
forehead. Jason smiled with deep regret. To bad he was leaving for France in
a week. She was someone that he would have loved to gotten to know better.
"Rose Dawson, please meet one of our finest
pilots, Jason Morrow." He clapped a hand on Jason's shoulder and smiled
broadly.
"Right now I'm your only pilot." Jason
did not quite know what to make of the expression on Rose's face. Her pretty
lips were pursed as if she had sucked on a sour piece of candy. Not the reaction
that he was used to from women. He smiled easily as he extended his hand. "Pleased
to meet you, Ms. Dawson."
Rose stared at his hand as she hesitated for
a split second, with both Charlie and Jason catching her reluctance. She took
his hand lightly and shook it briefly. "Thank you, Mr. Morrow." Neither
of the men had ever met Rose's mother but they just witnessed a very chilling
likeness in Rose's voice. They exchanged odd looks over Rose's head.
"Well," said Charlie to break the uncomfortable
silence. "How about we get those mailbags unloaded, shall we? Sarah should
be calling us for breakfast soon." He walked over to his truck, converted
to a flat bed from a Model - T car, shaking his head in confusion. He was sure
if he knew Rose Dawson for one hundred years; he would never understand what
was going on in that silly head of hers.
After Charlie walked away, the silence that surrounded
Rose and Jason deepened. "So," said Jason rocking on his heels. "How'd
you end up at Adler's Airfield?"
Rose looked up at him and then quickly away.
It was disconcerting to be close to someone who looked so very much like Cal.
She shrugged to hide her confusion before answering him. "Car trouble."
She mumbled, kicking the ground with her boot. Cal was someone that she had
never expected to see or hear from again. Of everything that happened since
the sinking of Titanic, he was the one person that she found who was the easiest
to forget. But now, facing his doppelganger, she found that it was difficult
to steady her erratic pulse. Cal was a thousand miles away, ensconced in his
world of steel mill takeovers and society parties. She was sure that Cal needed
a woman to complete his picture of perfection, but she knew that deep inside
Cal wasn't capable of loving anyone except the all mighty dollar. The steel
business must be booming with the war, she thought as she ran her palm over
her eyes. She could imagine him gleefully rubbing his hands over piles of money
that rapidly grew larger, at the cost of hundreds of thousands of innocent lives.
She shook her head to clear it and looked away from Jason Morrow.
Jason nodded slowly, also confused. He shook
his head in bafflement and decided to try another approach. "Have I met
you somewhere before?" He didn't think he could have forgotten a face like
hers, but from her reaction to him, he wasn't sure.
"No, Mr. Morrow..." Rose began.
"Jason, please call me Jason." He said.
"No, Mr....Jason, we have not met before,"
A tumble of confused thoughts and feelings assailed her. "I'm sorry, its...its
just that you remind me of someone that I knew once a long time ago."
"Must have been someone you didn't like
very much." He said dryly.
Rose couldn't help herself as she burst out laughing.
She glanced at Jason's face, which made her laugh harder. "Mr. Morrow...Jason,
that is an understatement." She couldn't hide the laughter from her voice.
But it scared her, this emotional roller coaster that she was on. For so long
now, she thought she finally had that awful night under control deep inside
of herself. Between the painful memories last night and Jason today; she felt
she was being haunted by her past.
Jason stood stock-still. When he first saw her,
he thought she was one of the most beautiful women he had ever seen. But when
she threw her head back and he heard that deep, warm, rich sound, he realized
that she was hiding something painful behind her laughter. All other thoughts
were swept away as he watched Rose Dawson begin to compose herself. He wished
he had more time to spend at Adler's Airfield so he could unravel this mysterious
woman. But he had already made plans to spend as much time as possible with
his family before he shipped out to France.
Charlie rumbled his truck over so he and Jason
could begin to unload the cargo area of the plane. Jason stood on the wing,
throwing the bags to Charlie who was tossing them onto the back of the flatbed.
"Can I help?" Rose asked.
Charlie was about to demur when Jason threw a
mailbag that struck Rose in the chest. "Ooof." Rose's breath rushed
out in surprise. Her arms instinctually wrapped around the twenty-pound bag.
She stumbled backwards to compensate for the extra weight, but she managed to
stay on her feet. She heaved the bag onto the flatbed and opened her arms in
time to catch another. Before to long the cargo area was empty and the flatbed
full. Rose smiled with an air of calm and self-confidence, her emotions once
again under control.
She turned towards the house as Sarah was yelling
for them to come and get breakfast.
"Let's go," Charlie growled, opening
the driver's side door of the truck. "I'm starving." Rose was shoved
in the middle of two men that she had just met and barely knew. She felt her
body tighten as she struggled not to jostle either of them on the short ride
to the house.
The smell of pancakes, sausage and home fries
wafted through the open door and Rose's stomach gave a very unladylike growl.
She sheepishly smiled and shrugged her shoulders as both men turned to look
at her as she walked up the porch.
Rose's belly was fuller than it had been in a
long, long time. Somehow she had the feeling that if she hung around here to
long she would out grow her few precious pairs of trousers. Throughout the whole
meal she could feel the heavy weight of Jason's eyes on her. She resisted the
urge to blatantly return his stare, instead attacking her breakfast as if she
were a condemned man on death row. She suddenly craved a cigarette, which she
hadn't wanted since she departed New Orleans.
"When do you leave for France?" Charlie
asked Jason as he shoveled Sarah's homemade biscuits into his mouth.
"Friday," Jason replied. "I have
to take a train from Chicago to Pier 54 in New York and then I sail on the Mauritania
for France."
Rose choked on her orange juice, spilling it
into her lap. All eyes swung to her. Sarah got up to bang on her back but Rose
waved her away. "I'll be okay," she said choking on her words. "I
must have swallowed wrong."
Jason's eyes narrowed. He had been watching her
face and he was surprised to see recognition flash across her features. "Sailed
the Mauritania before, have you Rose?" He asked quietly.
Rose took a quick breath of total astonishment.
She couldn't rally quick enough to hide her surprise at his question, so she
nodded her head silently. "Quite a few years ago, actually. My family took
a holiday abroad. Is it safe enough to pass with the U-boats out and about?"
She asked, trying to turn the conversation away from her and her past.
Jason looked at her, his eyes, so like Cal's,
hooded like those of a hawk. "Safe enough, I imagine. America is a force
to be reckoned with. Although we are at war, I don't think those Jerries would
want to get us riled by torpedoing a ship with American troops on board."
"I agree," Charlie said as he pushed
back his plate and rose from the table. "Jason will be joining our sons
in the 94th Aero Squadron. If you don't mind, Jase, Sarah and I have some letters
we would like to deliver to the boys once you get settled." Jason nodded,
since he knew both Doug and Rob since grammar school.
"I still can't believe how quiet it is around
here with the both of them gone." Sarah said wistfully as she smiled at
Jason. "Now your off, too. I suppose I always knew it was a matter of time
before you followed them to France, the three of you were always inseparable."
She looked up her eyes full of tears. "Tell them I miss them something
fierce, will you please?"
Jason nodded sadly. He would miss the Adlers'
as much as he would miss his own parents. But the war was were he belonged.
He also missed his two best friends and was eager to join them in their adventures.
"Come on, Jason. Let's go get that plane
of yours gassed up so you can get on out of here. Rose, I'll be ready to go
to town in an hour." Charlie's voice sounded odd, as if he had something
stuck in his throat. He walked out of the backdoor without a second glance and
for the first time he did not let the screen door slam behind him.
Sarah got up from the table as hugged Jason tightly.
"You be careful, hear me?" She said as tears slowly rolled down her
cheeks. "Let my two boys take care of you like I know you'll be taking
care of them." Jason nodded solemnly and bid Rose good-bye. Sarah stood
proudly as she moved to the door to watch him walk across the field, afraid
that it was the last time she would see him again.
Rose cleared and washed the breakfast dishes
to take her mind off her troubles. She liked Sarah immensely and did not realize
until today how brave she was with both of her sons in France. If anything happened
to them, she would lose two of the most precious people of her life. Before
to long she heard the buzz of the airplane's engine and walked out onto the
porch to join Sarah as she watched Jason take off for home. They stood there
until they could not hear the sound of the engine or see the small BI-plane
in the clouds. They turned together as one and finished the cleaning in silence.
On their way to town, Charlie spoke of his two
sons. "It was Doug that got us into the airplane business. When he heard
of what the Wright brothers accomplished in 1903, you would have thought he'd
died and gone to heaven. It didn't take long for that enthusiasm to spread to
his brother Rob. Those two boys were always inseparable. They had to have been
the most well behaved pair of brothers that I ever laid my eyes on. When the
fields dried up, oh six or seven years ago, Doug said 'Lets build us an airfield,
Pop. We are in a prime location for deliveries to Chicago, Philadelphia and
St. Louis. The future is in the air!'" Charlie smiled at the memory. "Mind
you that boy was only twenty-two years old then, when he bought his first plane
with the money their father left him, a beautiful Curtiss-Jenny. Robbie must
have been going on nineteen. Doug was a natural flyer, and under his tutorial
Robbie and I became halfway decent pilots also. We had a booming business there,
with government contracts and all, but who can predict a war? I suppose we should
have seen it coming, with all the atrocities going on over there, but I guess
we literally had our heads in the clouds." He smiled sadly. "Now all
the pilots and young men are over in a foreign country, fighting a foreign war.
Jason was our last pilot and he's off to fight for freedom also." He shook
his head ruefully. Silently, he prayed for the safekeeping of his adoptive sons
and for Jason as he pulled turned his truck into town.
Rose tried to smile with more confidence then
she felt. "I'm sure they will be home soon." She had seen legions
of young men standing on train platforms, waiting for trains that would whisk
them to New York, their uniforms so crisp and new. Most of them hardly looked
old enough to be out of school, let alone off to fight a war. Charlie smiled
at her with a smile that did not quite reach his eyes as he nodded in agreement.
The town of Prairie Grove filled one square mile.
It had a Main Street, complete with the usual stores and large houses. Side
streets wound around Main Street in a small circle. He pulled the truck in front
of the post office and turned off the engine. Charlie smiled as he got out of
the truck. "We'll drop this load off at the post office and head on over
to Henry's." Rose's tire was lying on the back of the flatbed among the
bags of mail. She helped with the unloading, much to the surprise of the old
clerk. "If you have to shock them," Rose remembered one of the older
women in theater troop saying, "shock them good."
She rolled her tire down the half block to Henry's
garage without assistance from Charlie. He had offered, but she refused, much
to his chagrin. It still managed to amaze her, women and men were still so scandalized
by her public appearance in trousers. She could imagine they thought of her
as one of those 'fast' women. Rose tried to smile at a woman passing her on
the street, but the older woman sniffed and raised her nose in the air. Rose
smiled wickedly at Charlie and remarked, "People fear what they don't understand,
Charlie, its a fact of my life." He returned her smile and nodded in agreement.
Henry Toggle was an overweight man with greasy
hair and an even greasier smile. Rose was appalled by his smell: motor grease
and body odor. He clenched an unlit cigar between his teeth as he shook Charlie's
hand, while he stared unabashed at Rose. He shook her hand and tried to let
the handshake linger, but she snatched it back. Her mouth curled up in disgust
as her hand came away black and grimy. She could not resist the urge to wipe
the grease off her hand but she did not want to wipe it on her clean trousers.
Her hand just hung there in the air, fingers twitching with disgust. She did
not know what to do with it and smiled gratefully at Charlie as he handed her
his clean handkerchief.
"Whatcha need?" He asked as his gaze
wandered over her face, her breasts and her legs. Rose felt incredibly dirty
and angered just being around this horrid man. She combated the urge to point
to her eyes and yell, "Here I am, here! Look me in the eyes, not my breasts!"
But she knew that it would be futile. Men like Henry Toggle tended to be turned
on by women with uppity airs. Besides, she needed something from this man and
until she got it she would have to remain uncomfortably in his presence.
"I need a tire, Henry." Charlie said
stiffly and Rose realized that he did not like Henry Toggle either.
He shook his head and smiled, allowing Rose to
see several gaps where teeth once resided. "No tires. Next shipment expected
in 60 days."
"You sure about that, Henry?" Charlie
asked quietly.
"Yup. Backed up cause of the war. Nothin'
I can do about it." He smiled lustfully in Rose's direction again. She
suddenly realized that Charlie was slowly edging in front of her to block her
from Henry's view. He thanked Henry and they turned around and walked out single
file so Charlie would block Rose's receding backside.
"What an awful man!" Rose exclaimed
when they were out of earshot. "If I hadn't needed a tire, I may have...I
may have had to punch him in that red, ugly, bulbous nose!"
Charlie laughed at the idea of diminutive Rose
punching someone like Henry. He too had to quench the urge to take Henry out
back and beat him senseless. They walked back to the truck in silence. "You
know that you are welcome to stay with Sarah and me until your tire is ready."
Charlie said as he climbed into the cab of the truck. He felt bad that Rose
would have to be stuck here for six weeks and felt she would be safer from men
like Henry back at his farm.
Rose nodded as she shut her door. "I will
pay you for the room and board." Charlie tried to argue, but Rose was not
listening to him protest. They drove in silence the rest of the way home. As
they pulled into the drive, Rose opened her mouth and closed it several times,
obviously working up the nerve to speak. As the house came near, she suddenly
blurted out:
"Teach me to fly, Charlie."
He stopped the truck outside the house, but made
no move to get out of the cab. He stared straight at the empty fields in front
of him. "No, Rose." He said finally as he opened the driver's side
door.
Rose jumped out of the truck and slammed the
door. She hurried around the hood of the truck to stand toe to toe with Charlie.
"What do you mean, no?" A sudden thin chill hung on the edge of her
words.
"Women were not meant to fly." He said
putting his hands on his hips, as he looked down at her.
Rose's eyes widened in disbelief as her face
flushed with fury. "Women were not meant to fly? How do you know that Charlie?
Have you ever given a woman a chance to learn to fly?"
"No Rose, I have not given a woman a chance
to fly and I am not about to now." Like her voice, his too began to rise.
"You'll either kill yourself or take me along with you."
Sarah came around the house where she had been
working on her garden; her tan face lined with worry. She had been drawn by
sound of their raised voices. They were not yelling yet, but they would be soon.
She stood there silently, wiping her sweating brow with her forearm.
"What means do you have to base that observation
on?" Rose asked, her blue eyes blazing. She knew she had not known Charlie
long, but he always seemed like he was a reasonable man. It never even crossed
her mind until later that this man could have thrown her out of his home without
a second thought.
"I don't need any means," he spat.
"It's a fact of life. You're a woman, women do not fly."
Rose's temper exploded. "How dare you! Of
all the pompous, arrogant things to say! I'll let you in on a little secret,
Charlie. I have lived on my own for five years, since I was seventeen years
old. I have climbed the Adirondack Mountains and I've gone gator hunting in
the bayous of Louisiana. I've even dressed as a man and visited the red light
district of New Orleans. I've survived a shipwreck, a tornado and a hurricane.
I've also driven alone in my car halfway across the country. I think I could
learn to fly a damn airplane if given half a chance." Hot tears of rage
filled her steel blue eyes. "I'm not like other women, Charlie." Her
voice broke as she spoke his name. She turned quickly and ran for the hangar
before the tears spilled. She did not want Charlie to see them and use them
as a sign of weakness.
Charlie was speechless as he stared at her retreating
back. Sarah came up to him and placed her arm around his waist. He hugged her
tight to him as he looked down into his wife's gentle eyes. "That girl's
soul is a lot older than you or me. Take a good long look at the pain in her
eyes and you'll see what I'm talking about." Sarah said as Charlie looked
down on her in confusion. "Besides, with all the boys gone off to war,
she might be all we have. Maybe she's the miracle we've been praying for to
save our land. You can't fly the contracts and keep up with this field yourself,
Charlie." She smiled at him. "Maybe you should accept a little help
once in a while." He nodded and hugged his wife.
"Let me go talk to her." Charlie said,
squeezing his wife one final time before he strode across the barren field.
He found her in the hangar, sitting on the wing of his son's Curtiss-Jenny.
If she crashed it, he loathed thinking of the hell he would have to pay when
Doug found out. He watched as she wrestled with something deep inside of herself.
Her face was like a mirror to her very soul, every thought showed plainly across
her aristocratic features. She looked so young, so small, sitting there chewing
on her bottom lip. He sighed and walked over to her. She glanced up at him,
her eyes now veiled. "You'll learn to fly the hard way, Rose." He
said as he ran a hand through his hair. "You'll learn to fly the from the
ground up. If the war ends and my boys come home, that's it. We stop the lessons.
Agreed?"
Instead of the emotional outpouring he expected,
she looked up at him solemnly. "All I want is a chance to prove myself."
Charlie nodded and Rose slowly smiled, like the
sun bursting through the clouds. "Agreed." She shook his hand and
she embarked down the road to one of her greatest adventures.
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