Rated PG-13
© 1999 Holly @ Roseslay@aol.com
based on some characters
and situations originated by James Cameron
Rose sat alone, staring at the Christmas tree.
After all the death she had witnessed on Titanic, she still couldn't get over the shock of it. Allan was
dead. He was really dead. According to the two officers, he had died a hero,
saving his whole company. Her only family in the world was dead. 'I am alone,
all alone,' she thought, tears falling from her eyes.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Jack stood next to the Christmas tree watching
her, crying with her. He wanted so badly to be able to hold her, to tell her
everything was going to be all right. He desperately wanted to take away the
familiar pain of losing someone she loved.
"What are you doing standing here?"
Tommy asked, frowning, "You love her, boy'o, you should be comforting her."
"I can't!" Jack replied, trying to
control the quiver in his voice.
"You can't. Bleeding Christ, what the hell
do you mean you can't?" Tommy questioned, barely able to contain the disgust
in his voice.
"She hasn't called me. I can't approach
her till she wants me to," Jack replied.
"Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Did you just lose
your mind?" Tommy almost shouted.
"No! Rose asked me to leave her alone. Until
she asks me differently, I will honor her wishes. I have no other choice,"
Jack said, turning to look at his friend, his eyes pleading for understanding.
Tommy nodded, seeing the look of desperation
in his friend's eyes.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
"I know you're here, Jack Dawson. You knew
this would happen. You knew and you didn't tell me. I could have been prepared.
I could have encouraged Eliza to really cherish her time with Allan. I could
of . . ." Rose's voice broke. She swallowed hard. "I will never forgive
you, Jack!" she hissed, running into her bedroom and slamming the door.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Jack's shoulders slumped. "This was what
I was afraid of," he whispered, as Tommy put a comforting arm around him.
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