Rated PG-13
© 1999 Holly @ Roseslay@aol.com
based on some characters
and situations originated by James Cameron
Rose spent almost the next two months
at the inquiries. She had agreed to help Senator Smith round up the third class
survivors. The pay was good and she was helping to get justice for all who had
died that night in April. Allan Collins, who had once thought her rude, found
her to be an intelligent young woman seeking the truth. He had convinced Senator
Smith this was the girl for the job. There was something in her eyes that said
there was more to her story than she had told him. It was almost as if she had
a debt to pay, or some promise to keep. He had helped her to get passage to
England to attend the hearings there. She had insisted on traveling third class,
and he knew her well enough by now to know any attempt to argue was futile.
She was quite impressed with the proceedings
of the United States hearings, but when she sailed to England, they wanted to
hear nothing about the atrocities of how the third class passengers were treated.
It was not about class, she was told. The English government wanted to push
it under the table for fear it would damage the English shipping industry.
Rose stood on the bow of the ship that was taking
her back to America, pondering what her next move would be. 'At least this time
it's not in chains,' she thought to herself. She could smell the salty sea air
and ocean seemed to go as far as the eye could see. Rose's hair blew in the
wind. She had taken to wearing it down, as a symbol of her new freedom and independence.
'The sky is as blue as Jack's eyes.' she thought sadly.
Thinking over everything she had learned she
thought 'It was all so senseless, no one had to die.'
While Senator Smith was interested in the truth,
Rose soon realized his hidden agenda was to update legislation of Maritime Law.
She had found a lot of the answers she was looking for, but not the justice
she felt those who perished deserved. It was all so frustrating.
Bruce Ismay's testimony angered her. She remembered
that arrogant little weasel on Titanic at brunch -- "I wanted to convey sheer size. And size
means luxury. . .and safety." Well, he certainly wasn't that arrogant little
man anymore. He had become a shadow of what he used to be.
Rose was shocked at his appearance when he testified.
He was very pale. He seemed to be still in shock. He barely spoke above a whisper.
Senator Smith showed the president of White Star Line no mercy as he questioned
him. He was asked questions such as: "Was the ship going too fast on an unsafe
route through an ice field?" "Was he pressuring Captain Smith to pick up the
speed to make headlines for the White Star Line?" "Were third class passengers
locked below?" "Should he have gotten into a lifeboat?"
While Ismay maintained he was just a regular
passenger with no special privileges, that seemed to be the only point he was
clear on. The man who bragged about Titanic and claimed to know everything about the ship now had
no idea about anything. His answers consisted of "I presume," "I believe," and
the man even had the nerve to say "I don't remember."
Second Officer Lightoller and Harold Bride, the
only surviving wireless operator, were not very helpful either. They sugar-coated
the truth and did their best to cover up any mistakes made that night. It was
obvious they were company men
who wanted to further their careers. They were not willing to say anything of
the atrocities that took place. Although, Colonel Gracie did put a damper on
Lightoller's sugar-coated testimony by saying that Officer Lightoller had admitted
to having to use a gun to keep order in Collapsible D on the Carpathia.
'Thank God,' Rose had thought, 'someone to tell
how actually horrific that whole scene was.'
Senator Smith, unlike the English inquiry, let
everyone who was willing testify, be it first, second, or third class. He listened
intently as he was being told how badly some of the crew behaved; how there
was no organization; how shabbily the third class was treated, and the gates
being locked. He took it all in with a look of such pity for these people who
had experienced such an awful loss of life. Rose had tremendous respect for
him, for Allan, and for their crusade; even if they both had different reasons
for pursuing the answers.
One of the most amazing things to Rose was that
the damn ship broke in half. Most survivors spoke of it while recounting the
events. But, Lightoller said it had sunk in one piece, and they believed him.
God forbid the public thinks the ship wasn't well built. 'My ass,' Rose thought
indignantly 'I was on that ship.' If Lighttoller was where he said he was when
the ship went down, how would he have known it split in two pieces?
Jack was with her the whole time, as always.
Watching what was being said, Thomas Andrews said to Jack, "Rose misses nothing
does she?"
Laughing, Jack replied, "Have you ever known
her to?"
The most heart-wrenching thing Rose had heard
about was the Californian. It had been only seventeen miles away. People on that
ship had seen the distress rockets fired from Titanic. Captain Lord, the captain of the Californian had seen them
himself. If a wireless operator would have been on duty, or if the crew of the
Californian had paid more attention.... 'You could have lived Jack; we could
have had our lives together,' she thought bitterly. 'That ship could have saved
all those people.'
Jack had heard the testimony too, and the pain
he felt was indescribable. 'It did not have to end like that,' he thought with
tears streaming down his face. 'We could have built a wonderful life together.'
Rose felt Jack's pain along with her own, and
she nearly broke down at the hearing. The room began to spin, and she thought
she would be sick. "Be strong Rose, I am with you. I need you to stay and listen,
no matter how painful it is." Rose heard Jack in her soul. Reaching in her pocket
she felt the Heart of the Ocean and clutched it tightly.
'Some things were accomplished these past two
months,' she thought. Luxury liners would be safer because of the sacrifice
fifteen hundred people made with their lives. Senator Smith had legislation
passed so there would always be enough lifeboats for every person on board.
Crews onboard sailing vessels would be required to run drills on a frequent
basis in case of emergency. But most importantly, wireless operators would be
required to be on duty twenty-four hours a day. 'A little too late,' she thought
bitterly.
Tommy, Mr. Andrews, and Fabrizio were also at
the hearings with Rose, though not as close as Jack. When it was all over Tommy
said to Jack, "She didn't let us down; she made sure people knew what really
happened.""Thank her, Jack," Tommy said with tears in his eyes.
Rose had felt Jack especially near at that moment,
but she also felt something else... his gratitude. But not only his.
Jack looked at Tommy and said, "She said you're
welcome."
Back at present time Rose was glad she had risked
being discovered by her Mother and Cal. It was worth it. It was hard listening
to people recount the events of the night. It was even harder getting on a ship
again. But she needed to do this -- for Jack, Tommy, Fabrizio, Mr. Andrews,
and all the others whose dreams died. Looking out at the horizon, Rose thought
about the last time she was at the bow of a ship. Jack had kissed her. His lips
were so soft... She could almost feel them now, taste his sweetness. "Jack,
I'm flying," she had said.
Jack hovered right next to her. "Yes, my love,
you are," he answered her.
God willing, or just by the sheer power of their
love for each other, Rose could feel Jack come up behind her and put his arms
around her. Jack could feel her warm body in his arms. Rose leaned back into
him and turned her head to face him, and for one brief moment their lips met.
It lasted only seconds, but for them it lasted an eternity. Rose heard Jack
whisper, "You made it count."
Rose answered, "Yes, Jack, I did. I am not going
to stop now."
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