Rated G
© 1999 Amanda @ titanicsrose@goplay.com
based on some characters and situations originated
by James Cameron
Rose progressed steadily down a narrow bush track.
She was unsure about where she was heading, but didn't care as she enjoyed her
peaceful surroundings. The only noise audible was the chatter of the same lorikeets
from the morning. They seemed to be following her, watching Rose like two guardian
angels. Now and then they would swoop towards Rose's head and she would duck
suddenly to avoid being hit. The birds were having the time of their lives and
Rose began to feel their carefree spirits touching her lost heart.
The track would now and then veer one way or
another, and soon Rose had lost all sense of direction. She had been walking
for about a half an hour when she came across a beautiful waterfall. The sun's
rays reflected off the calm pools as Rose advanced towards the tranquil waters.
She awkwardly made a path through the ferns and bushes down to the edge of the
pool. Above her to the right, a roaring wave of water came splashing down.
Looking into the peaceful water, Rose could see
her perfect reflection. Her empty eyes peered back sorrowfully at her. When
once they were filled with life, and happiness, and FIRE, now they were just
shrunken and alone. Rose realized how detached she was from the outside world.
"Jack," she whispered to the wind. Tears started to flow steadily
down her cheeks. Soon her eyes
became like two gushing waterfalls, mirroring the
power of the one above her. Rose was letting all her feelings so. She kneeled
by the pool for a long time, just sobbing and moaning. Out here, in isolation
from the classes of people and great expectations, she felt closer to Jack.
She knew he was all around her, watching her every move.
As she kneeled there, a song she had never heard
before began playing its mournful tune in her head.
"Spend all your time waiting, for that second
chance,
For a break that would make it ok.
There's always some reason, to feel not good
enough.
And it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction, oh a pitiful release
Memories seep from my veins.
They may be empty, oh well weightless and maybe
Find some peace tonight.
In the arms of the Angel, far away from here
From this star cooled cotillion, and the endlessness
that your fear.
You were born from the wreckage, from your silent
reverie.
You're in the arms of the angel, may you find
some comfort here.
So tired of the straight life, where everywhere
you turn.
There's vultures and thieves at your back.
The storm keeps on twisting, keep on building
the lights,
That you make up for all that you lack.
It don't make no difference, escape this one
last time.
It's easier to believe.
And this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness,
That brings me to my knees."
To Rose, that song somehow seemed to resemble
her old life. Jack was her angel and he took her away form the vultures and
torment in the life that she knew. Again she collapsed into a sobbing fit and
rocked herself back and forward, trying to get rid of the frightening memories
from that fateful night.
One of the lorikeets flew down towards Rose and
landed near her feet. Rose picked out a piece of roll she had brought with her
from her pocket, and offered the scraps to the young bird. Greedily the lorikeet
picked at her hand and gulped them down hungrily. As quickly as it came down,
the bird was up and aloft high in the trees. Suddenly, her mind seemed clear
and peaceful. Cheerful memories of Jack and Titanic flooded Rose's mind. Dancing, singing, and being merry.
Then after what seemed a lifetime to Rose, her tears ran dry.
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